Ah, those shower revelations! Aren’t they wonderful? You know, when you mindlessly go through the routine of a shower, all the while talking with Jesus. And then He inserts one word or one thought that totally changes the course of the conversation – and your life.
Though it’s only been a few days, I can’t even remember, now, what question I wrestled with, what I tried so hard to understand . . . this time. What I do remember is the sudden heart understanding that I don’t need to try so hard to understand everything, followed immediately by:
Proverbs 3:5-6 NKJV 5 Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; 6 In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your paths.
Despite repeating these verses to myself many times over many years, somehow, I really haven’t “gotten it,” the absolute bottom line truth that the Lord knows it all, and I don’t have to. Period. If I need to understand something, He will show me at the right time, but I won’t have to work my brain so hard to figure it out. He will reveal it through His Word by His Spirit in such a way that it makes perfect sense and I’ll wonder why I didn’t “get it” before. Until that time, I might as well simply trust that He knows and understands – beyond what I ever can with my finite mind. This is resting in Him. This is the only place to find His peace.
As if to bring the point home even more clearly, Daddy then reminded me of natural sheep and the shepherd.1 Sheep don’t lose sleep trying to figure out what their shepherd is doing. They simply follow him, leaving the thinking and planning to him, and he makes all the decisions – all for their good, their benefit, their protection, their provision, their lives! There is a reason Jesus calls us sheep; likewise, that He refers to Himself as the Good Shepherd — that we might so live.
Psalm 23 KJV 1 The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. 2 He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. 3 He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name’s sake. 4 Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. 5 Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. 6 Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever.
1 I know not all sheep are compliant and trusting. That is, however, the absolute best way for them to live, just like us with our Good Shepherd.