I’ve been struggling to write this post because I understand only an inkling of what is taking place at this time, with no grasp of what’s in store down the road. It all comes down to this simple, overriding fact: I don’t know.
Rather than attempting to clarify for you what I don’t know (Isn’t that silly, anyway?) and why it matters, I prefer to say only that I will not be posting more on this blog for the time being (however long that may be.) I don’t know all the reasons why. I only know this is what I am to do . . . for now.
In this place of admitting I don’t know – to myself, the Lord, and you – there is a sense of freedom I haven’t experienced before. That false sense of responsibility to know the answers is a heavy weight not meant for us to carry.
Will I ever write here again? I don’t know today. What I rely on today is the trustworthiness of Jesus and His Spirit of grace to reveal more of Himself to me each day, leading me by His Spirit in showing His love to others, as well. That’s what I know today.
For all those other as-yet unanswered and even unasked questions, with joy and freedom I declare: I don’t know those answers, but I know the One who does – Jesus Christ!